Never Loud Enough

My heart's heavy when I take my medicine Somewhere I went wrong and it's too late to tell It feels strange but familiar I'm emptying my shelves Nobody noticed when I stopped being myself Maybe I was never loud enough to lose I try to talk to God but the phone doesn't ring I guess she's busy and I've got better things To do Than To lie in bed and sleep 'til noon Wasting my potential on you Nobody noticed when I stopped being myself Maybe I was never loud enough to lose To lose Maybe I was never loud enough to lose To lose Maybe I was never loud enough to lose What if I tried Tried Tried Tried To be the person that I wanna be What if I died Died Died Died What if I died Died Died Died What if I died Died Died Died My heart's heavy when I take my medicine Somewhere I went wrong and it's too late to tell It feels strange but familiar I'm emptying my shelves Nobody noticed when I stopped being myself Maybe I was never loud enough to lose I try to talk to God but the phone doesn't ring I guess she's busy and I've got better things To do Than To lie in bed and sleep 'til noon Wasting my potential on you Nobody noticed when I stopped being myself Maybe I was never loud enough to lose To lose Maybe I was never loud enough to lose To lose Maybe I was never loud enough to lose What if I tried Tried Tried Tried To be the person that I wanna be What if I died Died Died Died What if I died Died Died Died What if I died Died Died Died