Held it Together

I held it together while everybody watched I smiled through the questions And swallowed the loss My hands on the table My jaw locked tight You'd never guess How heavy I felt tonight But here in this diner With nowhere to run The coffee sits cold And the damage is done I kept on pretending I kept on my face Now the truth hits harder In this little place I held it together But tonight I come undone I held it together And baby, I'm the only one Who feels this deep Who breaks this slow I held it together Now you know I come undone (I come undone) The red vinyl seats The cracked sugar jar Your blue coat folded On the back of the chair I look at the mirror I don't like that man He looks so steady But I don't understand Why the tears keep shaking At the edge of my eyes Why the words come loose When I stop the lies I kept on pretending I kept on my face Now the truth hits harder In this little place I held it together But tonight I come undone I held it together And baby, I'm the only one Who feels this deep Who breaks this slow I held it together Now you know I come undone (I come undone) Pass me the truth Let it sit in my hand I don't need a hero I just need to land If I fall apart here Let the pieces show Some nights are for breaking So I can let go I held it together But tonight I come undone I held it together And baby, I'm the only one Who feels this deep Who breaks this slow I held it together Now you know I come undone I held it together But tonight I come undone (I come undone) (I come undone)