Leather sole turns on waxed floor
The paper arrows lift at the corners
You press one flat beneath your shoe
The teacher leaves the waltz playing
You hum the part we never reached
My polished shoes refuse to bend
Your heel keeps finding the same groove
We pass the same apology back
Whenever one of us must move
The others leave with coats and laughter
We study where the arrows point
You say
"Again
But not so quickly"
I try to loosen every joint
The hall grows wider without voices
My right hand hovers near your sleeve
You start where one blue arrow's lifting
I press it flat
We do not leave
The music doesn't ask whose name you almost called me
It lets the wrong step happen and brings the next one near
Your hand can keep its history while resting here in mine
The music doesn't ask for love
It only keeps the time
You lead when I am meant to lead
I turn before you give the sign
You whisper
"Sorry
That was his"
I say
"I followed her that time"
Your fingers leave my shoulder
Mine fall empty at my side
The old waltz inside the speaker
Circles back without our stride