Outside

The rain on the window sounds like someone trying to forgive me It hits the pane softly like it's whispering "It's okay" But when it really starts to pour It feels like someone's angry with me The raindrops get heavy like they're screaming "Go away" I should probably go outside But I won't I should probably leave my mind But I don't I should probably go outside But I won't I should probably leave my mind But I don't But I don't The sun starts to shine and now I can't help but feel guilty It hits my face softly like it's whispering "It's okay" The blue in the sky feels like someone's saying they love me And now I feel bad for hiding inside and shutting it away I should probably go outside But I won't I should probably leave my mind But I don't I should probably go outside But I won't I should probably leave my mind But I don't But I don't I should probably go outside I should probably leave my mind I should probably go outside I should probably leave my mind I should probably go outside I should probably leave my mind I should probably go outside I should probably leave my mind I should probably go outside But I won't I should probably leave my mind But I don't I should probably go outside But I won't I should probably leave my mind But I don't But I don't